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its been a while since i've updated my blog..tersangat busy lg2 wif da little one is out now..alhamdulillah she's 2months now..and her name is Mysara Yalina binti Mohamad Yazis..born on 19th November 2011..

so many things in my mind..espcially da thought of getting our phd done as soon as possible and blk msia..i really miss my parents and my late brother..bila dok sorang2 nih (of course baby teman skali)..mula laa hati rasa sayu..lg2 mengenangkan phd yg xsettle2, elauns dah nak abes..babysitter mysha dah makin sarat and almost due..nnt sape nak jage mysha time kitorg bz ngadap thesis?haiihhh..

lg menyedihkan bile mysha tell tokpa on da fon.."tokpa..come here please..daddy do work, mummy do work..mysha no fren..mysha boring"..rasa nak nangis bile dengar dier ckp camtuh..but wat mummy and daddy can do..i know u have to sacrifice for us sayang..mummy and daddy mintak maaf xdpt nak main wif mysha 24/7..we're struggling here sayang..nak cepat2 blk msia so dat u can see tokpa and tokma..hope later when u're grown up, u'll understand this sacrifice..

dugaan demi dugaan..Ya Allah..kau kuatkan lah hati kami dan lindungi lah kami. kami memohon yg terbaik dari Mu Ya Allah..

doakan kami (me and hubby) dpt lulus phd and blk msia for gud..i just miss my family so much!!

luv,
marsh

22 weeks

Alhamdulillah..i'm now 22 weeks pregnant..been through alot dis time..semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan bersalin nnt..insyaAllah i'm due in November..

i really miss my parents..especially mama..nak balik malaysia sangat2.. :'(

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah semangatku untuk terus berjuang mencari ilmu di negara orang ni Ya Allah..dan permudahkanlah segala urusan kami..

My one and only elder bro..Al-fatihah

14th of April 2011..Is a day to remember..I lost my one and only elder brother..but I didn't get the chance to meet him for the last time.. :'( along,maz rindukan along..maz rindu nak berbbm dgn along..maz rindu nak gaduh2 dgn along..rindu nak sound2 along..rindu nak bagi nasihat kat along on 'love' and ur 'wedding preparation'..maz rindu nak gelak2 kat lawak along..overall, i just miss u..even mysha pon dah kenal her 'uncle'..few days before u were gone, maz and yazis tunjuk our family picture kat mysha..and asked her..'where is uncle'? and he showed u!!!! i'm sure u'll be happy kalau dapat tgk keletah mysha skarang nih..even papa mama pon seronok melayan mysha..

nobody could replace ur place in my heart..in papa and mama's heart..in our heart..u're special in ur own way..maz doakan along tenang kat sane dan ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman..maz, yazis and hafyz akan jaga mama and papa..mysha pon miss her 'uncle'..i know i've been such a nuisance to you..but, i know u luv me and i luv u too!

insyaAllah, setiap hari maz akan sedekahkan fatihah or yasin utk along..and kak long akan tetap jd part of the family..alongggg...maz sayang along tau!although i never said dat to u..but seriously..u're da one i can rely on..i luv u and i really miss u!

insyaAllah kita akan jmp lagi along..maz akan cuba abeskan phd ni secepat mungkin and blk msia for gud..we'll do our best wif our studies..to make u and papa mama proud!

Al-fatihah untuk Hafyzan bin Md Yusuf..u're always in our heart..

mysha's latest video..

these are 2 latest videos of mysha..buat tatapan mereka yg rindukan mysha di Malaysia..hehehe!she's a grown up girl now..enjoy! ;)

1..2..3...Alhamdulillah!

just wanted to share a little bit of my excitement! alhamdulillah...on 31st december..around 9pm..mysha were still playing wif me and her dad..then suddenly dier sebut.."1..2..3..4..5..sampai 12!!!!and she's only 20months!alhamdulillah..mama and papa mysha happy sangat2..nak record..as usual laa susah sbb si kecik ni kalau nmpk camera ngadap dier..sure terus diam and sebuk nak pegang kamera tuh plak..

lepas ni mama dgn papa ajar mysha sebut A.B.C plak ek?hehehe..luv u sooooo much mysha! :)

Happy Birthday Mr Hubby!

its 6th december..happy birthday to mr hubby!u're my bestfriend..my soulmate..my 3rd supervisor!ekekeke..i wanna grow old wif u..wif lotssssssssss of kids!hehehe..luv u sooo much sayang..

i hope u liked da card and shirt dat i gave u..mwah mwah! =D

a little update

starting last week..i had to travel to london or soton on my own..since kak sal still ada to take care of mysha..and i xsmp hati nak amik mase mr hubby utk drive ulang alik..confirm pnat da whole day..so, i decided to take the train..lgpon, xdelaa pnat sangat sbb duduk je dlm train tuh..smp station terus amik bas ke dlm campus..konon2 dlm train bley laa baca2 journal sket..hehe!erkss..its almost end of november..pastu masuk december..uwaaaa..sekejap je dah nak new year!phd xsettle lagik nih..aiseymann..risau risau!

anyway, saje nak upload few pics of my little girl..utk tatapan keluarga di malaysia yang rindukan cucu sulung diorang nih..hehe!



tengoklaa anak dara nih..tonggeng2 gini..suke sangat bukak seluar or tights dier sendiri..dahlaa sejuk2 nih..



yeay..mysha's 1st visit to the dentist..she's been a gud girl..tak nangis langsung!



myshanye rambut dah boleh ikattttttttttttt!!tapi tak leh nak tahan 10 minit pon..sure akan cabut getah tuh..huhu!

doakan kitorang lulus stadi ni..insyaAllah we've got another year to go!permudahkan segala urusan kami di sini..aminnnn!!