mysha..oh mysha..

it is really a challenge to train ur baby to get used to sumthing new..aduhaiiii..mmg all dis while breastfeed jer..she's 5 months now..so, tue yg start training her wif formula milk so dat nnt bleylaa masukkan biskut farley's tuh in her milk..but, she's refusing to drink dat formula milk..if bagi botol but expressed milk..laju je dier mnum..guess mummy's milk is tastier than formula milk kot..hehehe!starting 6months dah bley mkn solid food..aka nestum or food yg lembik2..coz xde gigi pon..and baru nak biasekan perut dier terima something else other than milk..

da last few days dok biasakan dier breastfeed again coz we travel dlm kete..went to oxford and cambridge..so, dlm kete senanglaa nak bagi breastfeed rather than bagi susu formula..tp, bile kat shopping complex pon..she cried and insisted to breastfeed jugak..sumbat susu botol meraung2 nangis..aduhaii..

smp mlm td..pon nangis bersungguh2 xmo mnum susu formula..smp i gave up when i heard she cried lame sgt..xsampai hati laa..hati ibu mane yg sampai hati dengar anak dier nangis2 merintih2..i know she's hungry and sleepy..so, aleh2 mamanye mengalah..kasik breastfeed jugak..erkss..mission failed again! =(

to my dear mysha..dengarlaa ckp mama and papa..mama and papa dua2 nak stadi..mysha kene jugak mnum susu, kalau tak nnt lapar and tak nyenyak tdo..mama and papa sayang kat mysha..

my current mode : serabut wif lots of things..byk sgt bende kene buat..tp mase singkat..tsk tsk!

luv,
marsh

merajuk..terus tdo..

mysha wif tokma..nak kuar jln2..

mysha lepas mandi..mysha mmg suke mandi..hehe!

arini mysha kene train mnum susu formula again..nangis bersungguh2..tp,kene try jugak mnum..she can drink from the bottle..tp, bley bezakan if its expressed milk or formula milk..nak train mysha bagi formula milk so dat nnt bile dah 6months, bile masukkan biskut farleys rusks tuh dlm susu..starting from 6months, she can start taking solid food..tp yg lembut2 laa coz xde gigi lagik..hehe!

dah pnat nangis..although baru mnum 30ml jer..kene cuddle dgn daddy dier..terus tdo..peluk bantal peluk..huhuhu!sian jer..but its for ur own gud dear mysha..bkn mama sesaje nak paksa mnum susu formula tuh..its ok..will still train her..selalunye amik mase dlm 2-3weeks jugak nak train baby to something new..hehe!

hrrmm..weekend ni mcm nak gi shopping lg jer!hahahaha!xpuas laa aritu gi bicester..cant really afford to buy those brands..gucci, dior, D&G, jimmy choo..adeehh..tunggu duit jatuh dari langit..baru bley beli..hehe!

da weather is getting colder now..smalam ujan..arini ujan..hrmm..its already autumn..i just dun like cold weather..but i like snow!hehe..

oklaa..nnt smbg lg later! =)

luv,
marsh

Hari raya!

1st of all..hope its still not too late to wish everyone..selamat hari raya..maaf zahir batin..0-0 ek?hehe..alhamdulillah dis year beraya agak meriah..wif both my parents, my big bro and lil bro semua dtg beraya kat sini..and also my dear bestfren yumn from scotland..pon turun beraya kat southampton..woohoo!!tersangatlaa meriah..

dis year byk gi beraya and ader jugaklaa yg dtg beraya kat my house..pastu mkn2 kat dewan wif other malaysians..byk giler food!smp xtau nak mkn ape..dis year raya rasenye mcm semua jenis food dpt makan..dari lemang buluh to sate..kuah kacang..soto..nasi beriyani..nasi dagang..laksam..laksa..rendang..aduhai..mmg byklaa kalau nak listkan!hehe..xbenti2 mulut ni mengunyah..i really had fun wif my girl friends!thanks to mr hubby sbb bley masuk dgn kitorang yg perangai ntah pape nih..beria2 amik gmbr segala..hahaha!

well, anyway, selain citer about food that makes me fatter!dis raye is special for me and hubby..dpt celebrate wif our little mysha..and she got to wear her 1st baju kurung on hari raya!!!her kain same wif mine..saje suh tokmanye belikan kain yg same..hehe!papa, jgn jeles..u xde geng pakai bj melayu..=p

hrmm..pejam celik pejam celik..my parents dah almost sebulan kat sini..isk..dat means they have another 1month to stay here wif us!aiyoohh..keje xsiap2 lg nih..sempat lg nak update blog..hahaha!ngeng betul..isk..kene concentrate betul2 mlm nih..target nak abeskan mane yg patut by dis 10th..tuelaa..weekend patutnye buat keje gaks..ni tak..berjalan smp ke cambridge and oxford!huhuhu..although it was a really tiring weekend..but i really had fun..dptlaa shopping sket2 kat bicester village and get to meet up wif my bestbud since mrsm..zetty and hefni..coz diorang buat open house..jauh tuh kitorang datang!hehe..dah my dad sanggup drive..ape lagikkkk..berjalan laa kan..=)

last weekend plak..my lil bro dtg soton wif her gf..hehe!a very sweet girl..lembut je orangnye..confirm2 i lg kasar..uhuk uhuk!we went to stonehenge and jln2 kat salisbury's town..ponnnnnnn pnattttt jugak!but at least release laa tension dr ngadap keje jer..and alhamdulillah..throughout the journey..both weekends..mysha behaved really well..xmeragam xtentu pasal..if meragam pon sbb lapar or sbb pampers dah xselesa..hehe!mama sayang mysha..goooood girl!

ok..i know i know..another long entry..will stop here..kene sambung buat keje!hahaha!enjoy the pics! =)








luv,
marsh

out town wif mysha and tokma tokpa..

arini kuar pi town and ikea..went to mothercare jugak to get myshanye baju tdo baru..huhuhu!yg ader semuanye dah xmuat..kat kaki dah sendat..and another toy for mysha..me and hubby cant help it but to buy toys for mysha..xpelaa..she's da boss now..so, anything for u my little princess!then off to ikea..we actually went every level..sesaje cuci mata..hahaha!pastu end up buying things u didnt plan..well, nnt towards da end akan gune jugak..its always like dat..

went out at 12.30pm, came back almost 4..fuuhh!!lame giler kuar..and mysha behaved today..she slept in the car seat sepanjang kat ikea tuh..tp terjage dkat2 nak blk dah, mase on da way towards the cashier..pastu dier start ngamuk2..xselesa..rupe2nye she poo..huhuhu!lepas tuh terus senyum2..hehe!

smp umah, tokma prepare bahan utk tokpa nak buat kuah kacang..resepi mak andak jelebu..hehehe!best!never knew how to do it from scratch..tp, since beraya kat oversea, had to blaja jugak how to do it..xdelaa serenyah mane..still manageable..

oh btw, mysha dah start mau mnum from the bottle..so, senang sket laa bile nak kuar..i'll give her the expressed milk at least once a day..saje nak bg dier prektis mnum from the bottle..we trained her for 1-2 weeks jugak..alhamdulillah berjaya..mule2 tuh..bile bagi botol jer..nangis kuat giler..smp leleh2 air mata..smp dah kesian sgt tgk nangis lapar and xmo accept botol tuh, barulaa breastfeed jugak..skang bile dah bley mnum from the bottle, senang sket..papanye bley nyusukan when i'm bz in the kitchen.

now tgh in the kalut mode..supervisor email nak cepatkan meeting..uwarrrgghh!!keje xsiap lagik..tsk tsk!kenelaa stay up lagik tonite..pulun buat keje..aduhai..=(

1 major problem i'm facing now is hair loss..oh my..i cant explain how bad it is..is it normal for perempuan lepas bersalin utk gugur rambut yg sgt byk?aduhai..mcm tahap kronik dah nih..risauuuuuuuuuuuu!!!jgn botak dahlaa..

ape lg nak update ek?raye nih mcm nak buat openhouse..tp, xde idea ape nak masak..hahaha!xpelaa..still jemput org dtg beraya nnt..baru rase meriah sket..=)

if xsempat nak update dis blog b4 raye..wanna wish everyone..selamat hari raya..maaf zahir batin..halalkan makan minum..cant wait to beraya dis year coz my whole family will gather here in southampton!weeeeeeeee~! =D

luv,
marsh

last 10 days of ramadhan..

eh eh..its da last 10days or ramadhan dah???cepatnye mase berlalu..which means..tokma and tokpa is already here!yeeehhhoooo!!!seronoknyeee..alhamdulillah they've safely arrived..i'm so relieved that they're here..bley laa tolong layan kerenah mysha nih..coz, during daytime, mmg nak main2..org layan dier depan mata..if hilang kjap even nak gi basuh tgn kat dapur pon..dah start bunyi merengek dier..hrmm..

i didnt fast for the last 2days..but i'm fasting today..ni sebab gara2 perut mysha angin yg sangat teruk 3-4 hari lepas..xmo tdo mlm..kol 4lebey pagi baru terlelap..itupon lepas bape kali sapukan minyak kat perut and kaki..aduhai..memandangkan i didnt get da chance to sahur dat nite, hubby ckp xyahlaa pose..sian kat mysha pon..dahlaa meragam..xmo kentut laks tuh..i told my hubby, if smp pagi pon xkentut, mmg kene bawak jmp doktor..alhamdulillah kol 9pg tuh mysha bgn, kentut yg sgt byk..hahahaha!lega rase..

now dat my parents are here..hubby rajin gi library utk buat keje and i hef more time to mengadap my research..besides, mysha skang tdo makin lena..alhamdulillah..

oh..another excited part..my parents bwk jugak kuih raye and ader tart nenas..fuisshh!dari last year nak mkn, but bcoz i was pregnant..so, xberani nak mkn food yg ader nenas..coz tajam..dis year, bley balas dendam!eheheh!although still kene jage mkn coz still bf, but at least xdelaa pantang teruk sgt..hehe!

oklaa..since mysha is sleeping, i need to catch up wif my workload as well..smbg later!here's a few latest pics of mysha..

mysha dah reti angkat kepala..=)

she likes it when ppl kiss her..huhuhu!

i cant help it but to get her dis skirt..

luv,
marsh

4th ramadhan..

this is mysha on her 4 months bday..23rd aug 2009..mama and papa luv u so much!

alhamdulillah, I've managed to fast for the past 3days..despite I had to exclusively breastfeed my baby..she doesnt want to drink from the bottle..but we're still training her..hubby's off to cardiff today..ader meeting with his supervisor..so, i'm left wif mysha since 7am..but he should be back by before berbuka..

tomorrow is mama's last day in the office..opted to retire..main reason, wants to help her daughter and son in law di perantauan nih..to take care of her grand daughter..sbb both of us tgh study..so, huru hara sket and definitely need help..2nd reason..she said dah xde mood to work..due to boss yg xmemahami erti berkeluarga..hhmmpphh!!

erkkss..xde idea nak masak ape for berbuka today..dont really hef time to spend hours in the kitchen nowadays..xpelaa..nnt mysha dah besar, bley tolong mama plak k?hehe..

p/s: i miss my hubby!! =(

luv,
marsh

Alhamdulillah..Mysha is 4months..=)

its 23rd of August 2009..and my little princess is 4months today..alhamdulillah..and its our 2nd day of ramadhan..my 3rd time di perantauan..aduhai..sedey tuhh..1st time wif single frens..2nd time wif hubby..3rd time wif hubby+mysha..1st day went well..although xbgn sahur..xdengar bunyi alarm..*sigh*..dahlaa puasa lame..from 4am till 8.15pm..huhuhu!nxt yr sure lg dahsyat..sian my hubby..kepenatan lepas berbuka..mysha plak meragam sbb mcm xcukup susu..i still fully bf my baby..she doesnt want to drink from the bottle although its expressed milk..susah jugak camtuh..hrrmm..hopefully it'll get better soon..coz everynite sure akan train dier mnum from botol jugak..sket pon jadiklaa..

her development so far..dah bley mengiring sket2..and suke play wif her fingers..and suke hisap jari..if letak teether kat tgn dier..she'll put it in her mouth and hisap..anak mama dah pandai..=)

here's her latest pic wif me..i luv dis pic..its sort of like a closeup pic..hehe!

ok...time to sleep..nnt tak terjage plak sahur..sian mr hubby again..huhuhu!nite nite! =)

mama luvs mysha!

luv,
marsh

What??!!Its August already!!!

its 6th august 2009 and my baby is officially 16 weeks aka 3months 2weeks. did i say baby?yes!i have given birth to a pretty baby girl on 23rd of apr 2009..we named her mysha yariqa..been really bz since i last wrote in this blog..plus the arrival of our little princess..with sleepless nights..i just couldnt find da time to write.

my experience?i had to go through a c-section coz the bukaan only dilate smp 8cm jer..tunggu for another 4hours pon still 8cm and kepala baby still high..so, doctors advised me to operate..aiyaahhh..melepas nak bersalin normal utk 1st baby..huhu!but syukur alhamdulillah, everything went on well..and mysha was born at 10.59am wif 3.17kgs..hehe!

i couldnt believe dat i'm now a mother to a baby girl..and mama sayaaaaaaaaaaang sgt kat mysha..sayang papa jugak tuh!hehe..another 2weeks puasa..we have asked my parents to help us out here coz both tgh kejar deadline..so, need their help..and they plan to come insyaAllah 1st week of sept..







these are some of her pics taken within dis few months..

my 1st paper still blom siap..loads more to do..hopefully sempatlaa siap draft by oct..ooppss..gotta feed my baby..btw, mysha dah reti hisap jari and try nak angkat bdn and kepala..kaki mmg angkat yg sgt tinggi..huhu!ok..gtg!later!

luv,
marsh

its almost end of february!

didnt have time to write in january..was really bz wif things..errgghhhh..skang pon rase cam xcukup mase jer..tup tup its now almost end of february..which means..i'm due in another 9 weeks!!weehhooo!!!pretty excited..1st experience..baby dah makin kuat menendang and mengguling2 dlm perut..hehehe!even hubby could feel it if he puts his hand on my stomach..kuasa Allah sungguh..Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusan sepanjang ku mengandung & melahirkan kandungan ini..sihat sejahtera, cukup sifatnya, sihat akal fikirannya dan cantik rupanya..

well..basically so many things happened in january and february..earlier in january, my parents and lil bro came to southampton..stayed here for 2-3 days..brought them to portsmouth for shopping!lil bro was really excited..got so many things there!huhuh..

then, late january..the midwife suspect i've got diabetes during pregnancy coz my sugar level was at border line..after 2weeks monitoring own sugar level (sakit ooo kene cucuk amik darah sendiri everyday!!) and had a scan at 30th week, my results show dat i'm low risk..so, xyah check darah dah..but, can always do it if i want coz i got that thing for free!hehehe!

we have also decided to find a 2bedroom flat to rent..it wont be comfortable for the baby to be staying in a studio..with my parents coming here to take care of me during my confinement..and alhamdulillah..dpt 2bedroom flat at lilac road..which is much more nearer compared to broadlands road (ramai giler melayu kat broadlands road ok!huhuh!). At least da road to university tak berbukit..so, less tiring i suppose..Alhamdulillah jugak request to default contract hall dah lulus..lulus within a day jer!weehooo!!i submitted the request a month earlier coz my frens kate it may take up to a month..aleh2, my case sehari je dah lulus..huhuhu!syukur syukur..segala urusan dipermudahkan..

now, i'm still struggling with my draft LR..target nak siap by b4 the baby's due..but, uwaaaaa!!sempat ke nih?i really hope things go as planned..insyaAllah..caiyok caiyok!hahahaha!poyos jer..bile dtg penyakit M.A.L.A.S..just dun feel like doing anything..lepak2 and watch tv?sangat membuang mase..i know i know!hehehe..

oklaa..gtg..merajinkan diri kat ofis..oh btw,hubby's coming again tonight!yeehuuu!!

love,
marsh